Sorry for not being here last week. Everything is so hectic
You probably already know that my boyfriend is in hospital. With him, it is less or more okay.
But yesterday my grandmother died.
I also went to sleep very early this week, I am ill. I always have headaches. Today we went on sport day. I had to go from my dad (I didn't see my mum). I really felt bad.
At the end of the day, or school missed the train, and from that moment, it really got worse. My head even hurted more. When after a houre our train arived, it was a bit better, but after some minutes, it was back. I felt very fragile. I tought I was going to swoon. I think it's all because of the stress. I really can't handle it anymore. I thought I wouldn't see my boyfriend anymore and it really made me worrie; I even planned to escape our group. When my parrents arrived and brought me to the hospital in ghent, and I finnally saw my boyfriend, my hadeaches almost disapeared. Also the fragile feeling disapeared.
Also a friend of me is in hospital. I don't know much about the reason.

It seems that everything isjust going wrong.
I want my old life back.

Last year, there didn't happen anything good at all.
My dad was also operated in the beginning of this year.

It's a hard period